Re: What an interesting album!
Posted by:
athelas (IP Logged)
Date: May 17, 2004 02:53PM
Hi Shizu,
Oops, sorry!
I felt myself blushed as I read your message.
The reason that I misunderstood your age, is not because of your English nor your taste of music.
It's ...well, kind of difficult to explain, but reading your messages to Nikolo, I just felt so.
I wish that I could give you a clear explanation... sorry, but I just can't.
(..Now I'm analyzing my mind but I couldn't find any other answers besides above.)
And your name, it didn't give me an impression that is for those of young's, though
(no offense), I somehow felt that you might be young. It's just how I felt.
This is also my honest opinion; You sound like a different person compare to the one who talked to Nikolo in your previous mails.
It's not because now I know your age, but that's just how I feel, funny...
--I'm so disappointed to what your husband say to you, and amazed that there are people who takes music like that. Pity...such a pity!
Having prejudice--it narrows your mind and makes your feelings less sharp.
This is what one of Göran's good friends told me in her mail: "The most important thing is that you feel good when you listen to the music you like."
So, as long as it talks to your heart, I believe that the music is for you and you shouldn't turn away what your heart felt.
If you give up listening to the music you love just because what other people say to you or there was no one aroud to share the feelings, the music was not that important for you, I guess.(once again, no offense.)
I've been a fan of Göran ever since I first listened to his "Back on the Streets", and just like you, there was no one who share my feelings around me.
But my loving his music, I had no doubt in me; not even a piece.
I mean I listened to many other music, but he has been always there--the deepest part of my heart...
Well, back to the story of his friend, she also reassured me that whatever other people say to you, you just have to stick to your own intuition.
(This is not regarding to the taste of music, but dilemma I have had toward today's music scene, etc.)
I've already introduced her website in my response to "guide", and you might have visited it, but just in case--worthwhile visiting: http://hem.bredband.net/claire2/
This site is for those who really love music and she has been introducing and supporting the talented musicians who have been struggling in today's music scene.
She has no prejudice or such when talking about music, she just follows what her heart talks to her.
And I do respect her for what she has been doing.
My messages, they are very long (I always try to make them shorter, though.), and I had this feeling that it might not fun or tiresome to read them.
One of the webmasters of Blue Heaven told me in the chat we had yesterday that reading my mails was fun or such; I don't remember the exact word--I guess that I was half asleep--but I just didn't believe what he told me; 'cuz I have no confidence in what I write (including my poor English, you know.).
But reading your mail, now I know (or maybe I have noticed this when I read the messages from Christoph and your message convinced me.) that he really
meant it; It sure is fun to read (long) messages from those who love Nikolo or Göran's music.
Oh, yes, last but not the least, "the wall of language" you mentioned, in my opinion, the moment we were moved/impressed by Nikolo or Göran's music, there is no wall of language between us...at least in our hearts.
Once again, I am so glad to know that you love Göran's music.
And the feeling's mutual; I also thank Nikolo and Michael who gave us the place to meet and talk with nice fans.
Thank you, Shizu!!
All the best,
athelas